| ages have gone by. |
[Sep. 13th, 2007|10:44 am] |
i never get on this thing anymore,
i miss it.♥ |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 2nd, 2006|01:29 pm] |
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i wish it was march all over again. |
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| my boy |
[Sep. 6th, 2006|08:53 pm] |
all in all
you, have been my favorite moment.
imy. xo |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 3rd, 2006|04:18 pm] |
It breaks my heart when people I care about are hurting.
I heart you sir. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 22nd, 2006|09:33 am] |
Why did I have to fall for you?
I miss how things were.
I miss you. Period.
I only wonder if I was special to you sir?
If I still am?
"Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?" |
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| If you fall |
[Aug. 9th, 2006|09:12 am] |
"Let's talk and we'll fill the air with imagery that lasts forever
So this is love that's a lovely thought
You have to care for it to keep it together
If you fall will you get up
You're stuck in a dream will you wake up
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
And if it's cold will you stay warm
You drift too far will you swim towards the shore
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
Let's sing and we'll fill the air with melodies that blend together
You speak so sweet with words so delicate
A glass i hope will never shatter
If you fall will you get up
You're stuck in a dream will you wake up
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
And if it's cold will you stay warm
You drift too far will you swim towards the shore
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it" |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 8th, 2006|07:51 pm] |
you finally know how i've felt.
:( |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 30th, 2006|07:40 pm] |
Saying goodbye hurts.
"Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know" |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 24th, 2006|06:32 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | butch walker- always something there to remind me | ] |
i'm going to miiiss you. |
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| liiiife |
[Jun. 26th, 2006|09:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
what is my purpose here?
i mean i'm 25 years old. i'm almost fucking 30 for christ sake.
i have the same routine pretty much everyday... work, home, drink, sleep.
i feel like such a loser sometimes.
i feel like i'm missing something.
i want more in life.
i want to be something.
i want to find my purpose on this earth, what i'm here for.
i want to be someone's everything.
i want to be spontaneous.
i want to smile nonstop.
i want to be loved by someone so intensely.
i want no more tears.
i want no more dwelling.
i want people to accept me for who i am.
i want the need to trust again.
i'm afraid i'll never be able to let another boy in.
i want my heart to heal.
i want to be content with my life.
i want to appreciate everything and everyone.
i don't want to be forgotten.
i want to be someone's special memory.
i want to go to paris.
i need to not be afraid.
i want to experience life.
i feel like i've wasted so much time already.
life is short.
i finally found a boy that i adore with everything i have,
i just wish things could be different.
but i'm happy for him. he's the lucky one.
i need to be me.
someone save me.
i feel so lost.
to those of you who i drive absolutely nuts, i'm sorry i'm such a dork.
i love you. i hope you know that. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 19th, 2006|04:47 pm] |
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sometimes we have to give up the thing we want the most. |
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| Quote |
[May. 29th, 2006|04:22 pm] |
"I'm going to miss your lips. And everything attached to them."
for you. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 21st, 2006|05:08 pm] |
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i heart a boy that i can never have. |
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| i'm a dork. |
[May. 18th, 2006|08:36 am] |
why do i have to be nervous when i'm with him?
because i like him. |
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| i'm jealous. |
[May. 15th, 2006|06:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the goo goo dolls- "without you here" | ] |
everyone around me seems to be moving forward with their lives, making something of themselves and chasing after their dreams... i feel like i haven't accomplished anything. yeah i went to college, but i couldn't do it. its what was right at the time. now i wish i waited. i wasted my mom's money that she saved for me my whole life to go and couldn't even finish because of my problem. i didn't know what i wanted to do then. but i do now. i want to be a massage therapist. i want to do my program for it. but would if i'm not good at it? would if i go to school for it and spend the money and not be good at it and not get clients, etc. i already feel like a failure. but its what i want to do. i believe i'm meant to do that. ask sam, i give good massages. i'm scared. i don't want to have the outcome of i told you so. i've had soo many people in my life tell me that i can't do it, it doesn't bring in money, etc. but i have a passion for it, its in my heart. i need to not be scared and just do it. but how? i can't with my job now. and things are going on now there, who knows how much longer i could be there? i can't say anything, but things are changing. maybe for the better? maybe new opportunities will arise??? i have no idea what the future holds for me? but i feel like i'm going no where with my life. what do i have to offer? |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 25th, 2006|10:39 am] |
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why do i have to have these feelings. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 23rd, 2006|08:53 pm] |
my eyes look all around but all they can focus on is you
for in you i find me |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 4th, 2006|07:27 pm] |
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i care for someone, but the timing is just off. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 28th, 2006|06:18 pm] |
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I don't know how to feel anymore? |
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| :) |
[Mar. 24th, 2006|09:41 am] |
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He is wonderful. |
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