Stones taught me to fly

ages have gone by.

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Thu, 13 Sep 2007 14:22:50 GMT

i never get on this thing anymore,

i miss it.♥

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Mon, 02 Oct 2006 17:24:41 GMT

i wish it was march all over again.

my boy

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Thu, 07 Sep 2006 00:58:37 GMT

all in all
you, have been my favorite moment.

imy. xo

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Sun, 03 Sep 2006 20:20:37 GMT

It breaks my heart when people I care about are hurting.

I heart you sir.

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Tue, 22 Aug 2006 13:39:13 GMT

Why did I have to fall for you?

I miss how things were.
I miss you. Period.

I only wonder if I was special to you sir?
If I still am?

"Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?"

If you fall

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Wed, 09 Aug 2006 13:12:05 GMT

"Let's talk and we'll fill the air with imagery that lasts forever
So this is love that's a lovely thought
You have to care for it to keep it together
If you fall will you get up
You're stuck in a dream will you wake up
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
And if it's cold will you stay warm
You drift too far will you swim towards the shore
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
Let's sing and we'll fill the air with melodies that blend together
You speak so sweet with words so delicate
A glass i hope will never shatter
If you fall will you get up
You're stuck in a dream will you wake up
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
And if it's cold will you stay warm
You drift too far will you swim towards the shore
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it"

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Tue, 08 Aug 2006 23:58:00 GMT

you finally know how i've felt.

:(

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Sun, 30 Jul 2006 23:47:27 GMT

Saying goodbye hurts.

"Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know"

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Mon, 24 Jul 2006 22:37:30 GMT

i'm going to miiiss you.

liiiife

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Tue, 27 Jun 2006 01:48:48 GMT

what is my purpose here?
i mean i'm 25 years old. i'm almost fucking 30 for christ sake.
i have the same routine pretty much everyday... work, home, drink, sleep.
i feel like such a loser sometimes.
i feel like i'm missing something.
i want more in life.
i want to be something.
i want to find my purpose on this earth, what i'm here for.
i want to be someone's everything.
i want to be spontaneous.
i want to smile nonstop.
i want to be loved by someone so intensely.
i want no more tears.
i want no more dwelling.
i want people to accept me for who i am.
i want the need to trust again.
i'm afraid i'll never be able to let another boy in.
i want my heart to heal.
i want to be content with my life.
i want to appreciate everything and everyone.
i don't want to be forgotten.
i want to be someone's special memory.
i want to go to paris.
i need to not be afraid.
i want to experience life.
i feel like i've wasted so much time already.
life is short.
i finally found a boy that i adore with everything i have,
i just wish things could be different.
but i'm happy for him. he's the lucky one.

i need to be me.

someone save me.
i feel so lost.

to those of you who i drive absolutely nuts, i'm sorry i'm such a dork.
i love you. i hope you know that.

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Mon, 19 Jun 2006 20:46:09 GMT

sometimes we have to give up the thing we want the most.

Quote

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Mon, 29 May 2006 20:27:46 GMT

"I'm going to miss your lips. And everything attached to them."

for you.

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Sun, 21 May 2006 21:12:11 GMT

i heart a boy that i can never have.

i'm a dork.

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Thu, 18 May 2006 12:35:38 GMT

why do i have to be nervous when i'm with him?

because i like him.

i'm jealous.

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Mon, 15 May 2006 22:17:11 GMT

everyone around me seems to be moving forward with their lives, making something of themselves and chasing after their dreams... i feel like i haven't accomplished anything. yeah i went to college, but i couldn't do it. its what was right at the time. now i wish i waited. i wasted my mom's money that she saved for me my whole life to go and couldn't even finish because of my problem. i didn't know what i wanted to do then. but i do now. i want to be a massage therapist. i want to do my program for it. but would if i'm not good at it? would if i go to school for it and spend the money and not be good at it and not get clients, etc. i already feel like a failure. but its what i want to do. i believe i'm meant to do that. ask sam, i give good massages. i'm scared. i don't want to have the outcome of i told you so. i've had soo many people in my life tell me that i can't do it, it doesn't bring in money, etc. but i have a passion for it, its in my heart. i need to not be scared and just do it. but how? i can't with my job now. and things are going on now there, who knows how much longer i could be there? i can't say anything, but things are changing. maybe for the better? maybe new opportunities will arise??? i have no idea what the future holds for me? but i feel like i'm going no where with my life. what do i have to offer?

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Tue, 25 Apr 2006 14:39:39 GMT

why do i have to have these feelings.

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Mon, 24 Apr 2006 00:58:18 GMT

my eyes look all around but all they can focus on is you
for in you i find me

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Tue, 04 Apr 2006 23:32:43 GMT

i care for someone, but the timing is just off.

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Tue, 28 Mar 2006 23:22:04 GMT

I don't know how to feel anymore?

:)

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Fri, 24 Mar 2006 14:36:42 GMT

He is wonderful.

=P

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Tue, 20 Dec 2005 21:49:53 GMT

In the year I resolve to:

To wrestle an aligator.

Get your resolution here

Survey

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Wed, 17 Aug 2005 17:09:55 GMT

How many people have u been with?	One
Did you care about them?	Yes
Are you in love?	Yes
Have you ever fell out of love?	No
What kind of male/female is your type?	Someone who is honest, who loves me unconditionally, and is my best friend.
How many people have u kissed in the past month?	0
If so did you enjoy it?	...
how many dates have u been on in the past 2 months?	0
Did you enjoy them?	....
Sex or Candy?	Sex
Would u pick love or hate?	Love
Are you a player?	No
Have you ever cheated?	No
Have you ever had a wet dream?	No
If so did it make u feel funny about that person?	...
Do you like to play roles in bed?	Hmmm..
Have you ever dressed up?	Not that I recall?
If so as what?	...
lip ring or no lipring?	No lipring
Do you get turned on buy tattoos?	Yes
How long do you wait before you push the sex issue?	.........
where's the crazyest place youve had sex?	Behind Fuel in the parking lot.. he he
Would you do it again?	Nope
Your last girlfriend/boyfriend how did it last?	Almost 5 years
Do you still miss that person?	Yes
Do you think they miss you?	Probably not
When thinking about them are you? sad/mad?	Sad.... & mad
Do you think about the good things or the bad?	Good
If the decided they missed you would you take them back?	I would need a VERY good explanation!
Why?	I believe he was the one.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Tue, 16 Aug 2005 15:56:13 GMT

looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonely am i too my cherised one. =[

I miss you..

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Thu, 11 Aug 2005 22:56:59 GMT

I miss the life that I had... when things were still good with him. I miss it. =[

Dear God,

I don't want to love him anymore... I want to forget him and let him go.....

Memories keep haunting me.

Thoughts...

afireinmyheart@hotmail.com — Sat, 06 Aug 2005 23:22:36 GMT

Seriously, who else is ever going to put up with me??

I miss him.

I hate him for abandoning me.

He NEVER deserved me!

me = broken ♥